~goldfox

I've got it! A story for a manga. It would be a short series but I'm capable of getting started on it. I have a more clear and organized story line than my Spike manga. A couple years ago I spent all summer thinking about the characters and background and visualizing it in my head. Then I wrote a down a good amount of the story in my Creative Writing Class. I originaly imagined it to be more of picture book and just today I decided ah what the hell! I'll just make a manga! Can't tell you what it's about yet until it's done though!

YOU KNOW.... I should make it a goal to get "Never Throw a Pineapple at a Dragon: Part 2," finished this year. Really. I should have had something like that done by now.

So you all have permission to yell at me to get some artwork done.

La la la by the way... I'm all nice and healthy again! And I'm not so depressed anymore! Whoo!

Ooooh my gosh. I work a lot. I'm teaching other people how to use our odd little cash register too. And by people I mean guys. Mwah ha!

I BOUGHT A NINTENDO 64! Oh yes! The latest in gaming technology. I'm so advanced.

Umm umm ummm yeah.......... Something awkward and embarrasing happened at work yesterday..........

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One of the army dudes walked up to me at the cash register and asked if I had a boyfriend.............. And he asked if I would like to go out to dinner with him............................................................................................

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah nooooooo
I tried to be polite about it.

DUDE IT WAS FUCKING AWKWARD.... and terrifying. He looked like he was 40, huge, tall, bald and oh yeah JUST SOME RANDOM ARMY DUDE. I'm small and child like. Scarrrrry. T_T

DUDE I'M JUST YOUR CASHIER.

So embarrassing, so embarrassing.... *twitch*



In other news..... I love Final Fantasy VII. Cloud in a wheelchair, and remembering the look on his face just before he fell into the life stream. Priceless. It will always brighten my day.
Bahamut Zero I must have you...
AND.... I sold important materia because I'm a dumbass.

Why did I has to kill the snow lady? She was my favorite enemy monster thing. T_T Goldfox likes teh snow lady. My reward for killing her was a dull looking summon named Alexander. Pooh. That hardly seems fair. Oh well. I still have Shiva.

Never ever share your opinions with your mother, father or youngest sister.

I do not want to join the army.

That does not mean I am not disciplined. It does not mean I take my country and all my freedoms for granted.

I love living in the U.S. So fuck you.

I want to become an artist.

It does not mean I will starve. It does not mean that I'll only have one job. It does not mean that my existence has less value or usefulness. It does not mean that I'm going to contribute nothing to this world.

You do not have to join the army to serve or support your country.

AND I WOULD NEVER FUCKING JOIN JUST SO I COULD GET THE BENEFITS. I WISH PEOPLE WOULD STOP TELLING ME TO JOIN. Arrrg I got into a fight with the majority of my family over this.
Man... It just pissed me off to the core.... Not everyone needs to join the army to be considered hard working and disciplined. I act differently around people other than my family... So I guess it's hard for them to understand. Even so... I'm not that fucking terrible. But they think I'm the worst child ever. GAR FRUSTRATION. VENT VENT VENT.

Rawwrg. uhg... Feeling rather sick... Must boost immune system... Need veggies, vitamins and excerise... I vacuumed everything, I bleached everything, I opened all the windows to get fresh clean air circulating through the house.

It could have been food poisoning. Mostly because I find it strange that everyone in my family seemed to get sick at once. If so.... It might have been my fault....
No sleep for my wicked deeds. Or careless deeds.... whatever you want to call it. Either way it sucks.

I don't know. Sore throat, fucking runny nose, weezing and an increase in shortness of breath, my head feels tired but my over all body strength is still in good shape.
My mom had it worse though. >.O
No vomiting or stomach pain though.... hmmmm

This makes me not want to touch anything. For I fear I may infect it. Unless I have bleach. ah la la la la la la
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Update: HA! It wasn't food poisoning! And I recovered without the use of antibiotics.
My mom and little sister didn't though.... Even though the doctor said that they probably shouldn't take them. He wrote 3 prescriptions for us JUST IN CASE WE HAD STREP. WHICH BY THE WAY WE DIDN'T. We even had them test us. I was already recovering though because I was doing every fucking thing I could to boost my immune system. But my mom bought 3 bottles of pills anyway! She said I usually had the worst health and didn't want to take any risks... But taking those antibotics are a risk!
What a waste a medicine....ah ah blah blah so yeah...

The whole concept of hunting wolves as game seems out of the question. I mean we've spent time in money into trying to protect them right?

" Federal Endangered Species Act protection of the wolves was lifted Friday in Idaho, Montana and Wyoming, giving those states management of the estimated 1,500 gray wolves in the region."

"Idaho hunters will be allowed to kill between 100-300 of the animals this fall under a plan approved by the Idaho Fish and Game Commission. The hunts are partly in response to increasing numbers of livestock being killed as the predators' population has grown."

Oh.... shit

I cherish wolves in general. And I just can't stand the concept of a bunch guys getting excited about shooting some wolves for sport. I don't mind deer hunting and such.... but wolves!? People don't eat wolf meat. >< If they do kill them I hope they at least use the pelts or something. Otherwise it's just a waste.

I would also like to say.... It is fucking okay to wear fur. I mean I have this coat that looks like part of it was made of wolf fur. People give me grrr faces and ask me if it's real fur. Obviously it's fake. But if it was real... What do you want me to do? Burn it? I don't promote the killing of wolves. But I don't like wasting resources either.

Of all the things you could hunt though... Why must it be a wolf? It just seems wrong. They're sacred to me.

Don't shoot mah wolfies. T_T I love them so.